poor solitary shifts of time and consciousness
It is 10:11 AM Saturday morning in the flow of being alive in a sin cursed american world. Everywhere you go in this screwed-up world you see the effects of the american death culture. Has america really made the world a better place to be a man or woman of God? Do you feel safe as a parent at night knowing your children must make a killing in this world?
I just got back from taking Carol’s dog Rudy for a walk at Kollen Park. It is a foggy morning. I did see some sun shining through the morning mist as I walked the dog.
I got up this morning around 7:12 AM. I got up because there was nothing else to do. I went outside to get the morning newspapers. I next made myself a cup of tea and looked through the newspapers.
Carol came home from work and went to bed after eating a snack. I went down in the basement and messed with my lap top before taking the dog for a walk. So goes by existence thus far.
I got out to look at today when not screaming with boredom “Luke” [The NIV Application Commentary] by Darrell L. Bock. (I hate the word “boredom” because I am never bored, just at a lost what to do with my Self. I need to lose awareness of my self in something like saving america from satan and his army of demons.)
Last night I watched television and read “Visions of Cody” by Jack Kerouac. I had a very small private party last night. The party was here and gone in a few seconds. What I really need is some wild music.
Well I will close to wait it out. I might watch this afternoon some college football.
music: Richard D. James Album: Aphex Twin

November 22nd, 2009 at 10:02 am
if i need to keep my job i need to make a killing and i dont know how im bad at it
means im a goner
November 22nd, 2009 at 2:49 pm
Netwriter
the reason why we work is to speed up the process of death-we as Christians must keep our eyes on the Lord as we labor-peace